Well, ive been gone for sometime now, went on a little mini-sabbatical i suppose. so i am going to update everyone (karen, jack, and arlena) on what has been going down. So, i believe that wednesday was my last post, to ill start with thursday.
Thursday.
thursday my laptop was fucked up so i had to give it to the IT guys at school. so all i did was quickly finish my spanish hw, and then i read. yes. read. i read about the last, maybe 150 pages of Dennis Lehane's A Drink Before The War which was a very interesting politcal/social crime thriller, that touched on aspects of racism, pedophilia, gang affiliations, and political scandals. It was a really good read, my second favorite in the Kenzie-Gennaro series.
Other than that, my day was again, incredibly mundane. English, was okay, Chem, was okay, Geo, was okay. However, moral theology was entertaining. we shot a video for a project and i finally got that picture for chris. lol. faty's cakes. anyway. it was incredibly stupid. it was about peacemaking, and it involved me and moll fighting in 3 different scenarios. and then fatya came and tried to stop the fighting three different ways. the first 2 didnt work, the second one did. and i was injured as a result of the first one (i was too close to the wall when i fell over, brain damage)
Friday
I got my laptop back, but its hard drive had been wiped of over 1500 FUCKING SONGS!
SHIT!
So that pretty much ensured that the day sucked horribly. so, the rebuilding had begun.
the rest of the day was pretty shitty too, my mom got mad at me for being mad that i lost all those songs. however the school day was actually pretty fun. spanish was different, and fun. anika did exactly as i told her to, and left to go to sf with her cousin after 1st period. then we watched part of All Quiet on the Western Front for world history. were gonna continue on tuesday, and thursday. and at pe we played Ultimate Frisbee with cotter's class, and we SHOULDA won, but they stole barnes and he was the only one that really scored. I learned that Marcus can just level my ass like a fucking piece of paper, and that i can almost knee drea in the face, when i jump to catch the frisbee. so yeah that was fun. also, i watched 'Milk' starring Sean Penn, Josh Brolin, and James Franco. I found the story a little boring and tedious, but the acting was phenomenal, I preferred Franco's performance to Brolin's, but what do I know, I'm fifteen. I liked the portrayal of Milk's activism, his politcal ideals and changes, and his brilliance when it came to public speaking and motivation was really great. good move, bout a 8.5/10. ps. just because its about a gay activist, does not mean we need to see the ass of Penn, Franco and Luna, multiple times. no thanks no thanks.
Saturday.
Woke up at FIVE THIRTY IN THE FUCKING MORNING to get ready to do community service with chris and arlena. o well it was fun and ended up being worth it, even if they need to GET A FUCKING ROOM! JEEZ NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOU TWO SWAPPING SPIT ALL DAY! GAWD!. jk i love you guys. so yeah it was fun, i returned home at about noon, and then slept till 6pm. awesome. then we played iminlikewithyou. and then this one douchebag started hitting on arlena (OVER A FUCKING GAME SITE! what a faggot.) so me and chris kinda tore him a new one. (we drew a picture of him getting sodomized by his dad). yeah we're fucked up. o well. it was funny. then i started to watch benjamin button, but the internet is gay. so yeah. so i ended up watching south park, whilst eating apple slices and talking to anika. fun
sunday.
today i woke up to my mom yelling at me to get up, and 'clean your fucking pigsty of a room, its 2:00 you should be up already' to which i replied (in my mind) 'fuck off'. so i got up and 'cleaned' my room. the day went by pretty standard until i found out that a close personal friend of mine might have to put his dog down, because it attacked and killed a cat. it got me thinking. I dont know what i would do in that situation, i love my dog like hes my son, so id feel like i need to be there with him in his final moments, but then i dont think id be able to take it, when he looked me in the eyes, his so full of fear, yet full of trust and faith in me, as since im there holding him, he knows everything is gonna be alright, but it really wont be. i dont think i could betray my best friend like that. dogs are so full of faith in us, but how do we repay them? we force them to give up their nature, and assimilate to what we want them to be. and if they for one second break form, we put them down or give them away, leaving them on the streets to fend for themselves. we crucify them for their flaws, but they ignore ours, were perfect in their eyes. how they can still love us is beyond me. i mean what if we were killed for things we couldnt control? we'd all be gone.
Music: rearviewmirror and Black by Pearl Jam, Rape Me by Nirvana, and Wait and Bleed.
Props to: Chris, Arlena, Anika, Moll and Karen. for making my days tolerable, more original and all the more weird.
Peace love empathy
Tyler
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i can't believe i just read all of that. hahah, DON'T CALL ME JACK. (: i'd prefer gabagaba or whatever than jack. anywho, i don't think i've ever told you, but you actually write really well. the whole paragraph about dogs was really touching and i agree with you on that.
ReplyDeleteall in all, GOOD JOB tYler.
thank you jack, i really appreciate it
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